Scene opens up...

your in a meadow...

all is peacful....all your troubles have gone far away...

you realize.

your're a kid again...

This is Mind Implosion

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Wassup people! How is everyone on this fine... i wanna say monday...but i know thats wrong...i have no idea what day is it.

Well....let me tell you a bit about the back story of todays topic...

I had just finished attending a link meeting yesterday afternoon.
I needed a ride home...so i shamfully asked my close friend Mallory for a ride...i don't like taking rides from her cause i don't wanna look like the d-bag person that bugs you for a ride and starts just being an overall jerk.

So we barely pull out of the parking lot...when mallory plays this song...she says "you need to listen to this song it is on so and so's profile" .

She plays it and it happens to be Owl City's "Fireflies" i have never heard this song before and i instantly thought it was catchy.
Later on mallory had to exit the car and greet an old aquaintence...which at this point i proceeded to "steal" her car...i will drive her car one day.

None the less i went home to go download the song...after uploading it on to my iPod i was hooked. i might have listened to it a good 10 or more times...hanging on to every word....the song made sense and i found something that i thought i lost.

My inner child....

I found the whole child side of me....

since school has been so unforgiving and i keep struggling in my freakin economics class... (HOLY CRAP!) i really just needed to buckle down and just act my age if you can even call it that...but i did notice that i have goten more dirty with my jokes and a little more mature with my content.

Listening to that song reminded me of all the crazy and silly stuff i did as a kid. we all remeber those time...as much as we might want to forget about them we do. whats ironic is that im listening to the song right now on iTunes....anyway...back to childhood memories...i member wanting to grow up and be a gas station attendant...i have no idea why i chose that job...it jsut seemed like the most awesomest job every...i had no clue about college and why we actually had to go to school. i also remeber wanting to grow up to be a Firetruck! yep those were the days.

I also remeber all my little moments in life that just gave an extra amazment to childhood. my first time i went on a roller coaster...the first time i jumped in a lake...my first near death experience. I'm really shocked how much i member. I mean any one can. you just need to find something to trigger those memories....like maybe a situation or a special dish or visual cue.... i get most of my memories when im harrasing my parents when they try to sleep.

I dont know about you, but i miss those days...yeah we may not have had all the freedom we have now, or the ability to properly use the restroom...without the company of an adult, but think about it... times back then were simpler and we did not have a care in the world....only thing we had to worry about was what we wanted to eat and drink. (i prefer a nice slice of pizza and a capri-sun lemonade...i still do today) our parents took care of everything....and now look at whats up

We are totally busy trying to find work or get certain assignments in on time, worrying about deadlines....responsibility happened. it was inevitable.

the best solution to the constant burden of the world is to revert to our more childish side once and a while...just sit there and play with blocks one day and remeber the times when you were THIS tall. i dont know about you but i think one cool option would be...instead of remebering the good ol' days, i would rather just have one day to meet my younger self and just give him a hug, then tell him about how amazing life is gonna be later on, and i would tell him to watch out for a girl named mallory who he'll meet later on in life, and about a boy named Nick who will end up being your trusted co-host and best friend, and about the future mormon boy named Jt, one of your best buds in the future, and that little crew in 7th hour full of hispanic inuendo, can't forget the crew of asians that will teach you (past me) about swag, or the dinamic duo that will totally try to one up you all the time and recommend cool books. I can picture it now...the huge smile on my face when i hear all this stuff from my future self...then, we would proceed to play with legos and go to chuck e' cheese

IM TOTALLY THERE!

well i think for this week video i think the music video for Fireflies should be appropiate. sorry the quality is sucky all the official videos had embedding disabled

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