This a a News post

saying whatever the hell i want...

i can complain

i can blog

i could jsut spam

then i would get banned

This is for you 6th Hour

here are the links and stuff

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/
280260

Peace
AP

in school i had to do a community project.

basically i had to profile a community

i chose to do newgrounds...

put a bunch of awesome pics in it...

ill post the grade and a picture of it later.

im probably gonna get a c cause my teacher decide to grade balls hard this year.

wish me luck newgrounds or not...i mean its newgrounds what am i expecting...

im expecting people to still be doucehbags and people to submit crap and have hidden gems to be posted on the front page to keep me from going insane

PEACE!

AP

Well... its not really mind implosion...and i apologize for not doing one...like anyone really cared or not. but so much has been going on so i decided to come out of hiding and talk with the internet. so Halloween was fun i guess...lot of volunteering and it was fun actually, was hanging with this group of black people. so we went door to door to collecting canned food for the food bank. got some cans and some candy, and we felt bad so we donated some of the candy to the food bank. and my friend says dude we can't donate candy to the hobos they can't chew it.
then i say well it is kinda like morphine for them!

later the night consisted of the over use of the "n" word..

i tell you my friend who is black...we is not really blackity black...but once the moon was full and it rose out of the fog it was just n word this and n word that.

then i had to go volunteer at this carnival. it was huge! lot of people and all i had to do was sell water, i got pizza ad free snow cones and cotton candy whenever i wanted.

i believe it was a sweet deal... i got volunteer hours and i got alot of free treats!

later i went to a party at a friends house...yeah it was pretty crazy...not really my cup of tea. there was smoking and vodka...yeah no one was drunk but i would have busted a cap if anyone started to drink.

i had this idea to leave with a bang... like the minute that someone said " lets get the vodka out and get shit based!" i would be like "sure ill pour us all the drinks!"

then i would grab the bottle...then run out of the house and start pouring the vodka out in the street!

HA HA SUCKERS!

so the party was fun...especially when i started playing DDR...very eventful

met this girl...well i really didn't meet her...i found out who she was...and then introduced myself at the end of the party. she rode with us when i went home...i proceed to get everyone in the backseat's number which included hers...im not gonna lie...she was very attractive.

so i say it was an eventful evening...and it has been like four days since the party and i have started talking to this mystery girl (not really mystery girl i know her name and stuff) ... she sounds really cool, and smart, and humble, and outgoing, i could go on but then it would be really weird. lets just say that she has many excellent qualities.

other than that...school has been fine...been wasting time in the journalism room playing games and getting my news packs finished...plus its really chill in here...a good escape from idiots in the lunch room starting fights because someone did not want to join someone's dance crew...IDIOTS!

so the story is i most likely won't do another edition of Mind Implosion unless you know special occasions...if anything my next entries will be like this talking about whats going on...i mean i dont really need to do this anymore...i started my podcast...and we are going to be live....if you wanna get any episodes or updates on our show, Unconventional Nonsense Radio, go to unconventionalnonsense.blogspot.com for any updates and links to get episode MP3's

i will tell you this we will be live on stickam Friday...or Saturday... www.stickam.com/unconventionalnonsense

you can chat with us etc...hope you can come out to join us for some random comedy!

Peace to all
AP

Scene opens up...

your in a meadow...

all is peacful....all your troubles have gone far away...

you realize.

your're a kid again...

This is Mind Implosion

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Wassup people! How is everyone on this fine... i wanna say monday...but i know thats wrong...i have no idea what day is it.

Well....let me tell you a bit about the back story of todays topic...

I had just finished attending a link meeting yesterday afternoon.
I needed a ride home...so i shamfully asked my close friend Mallory for a ride...i don't like taking rides from her cause i don't wanna look like the d-bag person that bugs you for a ride and starts just being an overall jerk.

So we barely pull out of the parking lot...when mallory plays this song...she says "you need to listen to this song it is on so and so's profile" .

She plays it and it happens to be Owl City's "Fireflies" i have never heard this song before and i instantly thought it was catchy.
Later on mallory had to exit the car and greet an old aquaintence...which at this point i proceeded to "steal" her car...i will drive her car one day.

None the less i went home to go download the song...after uploading it on to my iPod i was hooked. i might have listened to it a good 10 or more times...hanging on to every word....the song made sense and i found something that i thought i lost.

My inner child....

I found the whole child side of me....

since school has been so unforgiving and i keep struggling in my freakin economics class... (HOLY CRAP!) i really just needed to buckle down and just act my age if you can even call it that...but i did notice that i have goten more dirty with my jokes and a little more mature with my content.

Listening to that song reminded me of all the crazy and silly stuff i did as a kid. we all remeber those time...as much as we might want to forget about them we do. whats ironic is that im listening to the song right now on iTunes....anyway...back to childhood memories...i member wanting to grow up and be a gas station attendant...i have no idea why i chose that job...it jsut seemed like the most awesomest job every...i had no clue about college and why we actually had to go to school. i also remeber wanting to grow up to be a Firetruck! yep those were the days.

I also remeber all my little moments in life that just gave an extra amazment to childhood. my first time i went on a roller coaster...the first time i jumped in a lake...my first near death experience. I'm really shocked how much i member. I mean any one can. you just need to find something to trigger those memories....like maybe a situation or a special dish or visual cue.... i get most of my memories when im harrasing my parents when they try to sleep.

I dont know about you, but i miss those days...yeah we may not have had all the freedom we have now, or the ability to properly use the restroom...without the company of an adult, but think about it... times back then were simpler and we did not have a care in the world....only thing we had to worry about was what we wanted to eat and drink. (i prefer a nice slice of pizza and a capri-sun lemonade...i still do today) our parents took care of everything....and now look at whats up

We are totally busy trying to find work or get certain assignments in on time, worrying about deadlines....responsibility happened. it was inevitable.

the best solution to the constant burden of the world is to revert to our more childish side once and a while...just sit there and play with blocks one day and remeber the times when you were THIS tall. i dont know about you but i think one cool option would be...instead of remebering the good ol' days, i would rather just have one day to meet my younger self and just give him a hug, then tell him about how amazing life is gonna be later on, and i would tell him to watch out for a girl named mallory who he'll meet later on in life, and about a boy named Nick who will end up being your trusted co-host and best friend, and about the future mormon boy named Jt, one of your best buds in the future, and that little crew in 7th hour full of hispanic inuendo, can't forget the crew of asians that will teach you (past me) about swag, or the dinamic duo that will totally try to one up you all the time and recommend cool books. I can picture it now...the huge smile on my face when i hear all this stuff from my future self...then, we would proceed to play with legos and go to chuck e' cheese

IM TOTALLY THERE!

well i think for this week video i think the music video for Fireflies should be appropiate. sorry the quality is sucky all the official videos had embedding disabled

Scene opens...mist is everywhere...

then its just you...you open your eyes, and you realize your strapped to a medical bed.

You notice a man with a lab coat...his eyes only visible

You hear him say "Begin the procedure."

your eyes widen and a shockwave goes through your whole body as your mind turn inside out...

This...is Mind Implosion

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So here is the dealio... alot of crap has been going on and i kinda got side tracked, sorry in advance...now i bring you an extra special...extra juicy, video AND image combo of Mind Implosion!

So as i said my week hasn't been going that great...girl trouble...people annoying me...my own thoughts betraying me...you know the regular stuff.

As i lay on my bed facing my ceiling, alone with my thoughts...out of no where it hits me.
This short burst of rage and emotion. i sit up...and i try to wonder what jsut happened. it felt like something was trying to break out of me...like the aliens from Aliens. no assure you all this was all just mental and emotional feeling...i did not really jolt up with the feeling like some parasite was growing inside me.

That day i realized that my emotions have been left inside me to fester into this thing. Figuretively speaking of course.

Emotions are the essence of the human soul. it is one of the many things that seperate us from other beings. after much thought and anaylzaton. i have come to the conclusion that your emotions...if left uncheck can form into this thing that you may not like.

i have so many example to this feeling i just hope that i can get to all of them. sorry if most of them are video game realated or movie related.

I want to introduce this idea of your emotional self.

Im not talking about your more sensitive side or your more emo persona...im talking about the person that your emotions embody. This emotional being...is your ideal person...like in the matrix...it is what your mind percieves as your ideal self. it has every quality that you wish you had. you can go even further to say that it might dress a certain way and its personallity differs from yours.

Now im not talking about multiple personalities disorder..but the way people wear mask all the time...i would say that everyone has multiple personalities disorder.

Now your emotional self never "shows" up physically...so you won't talk to yourself or anything like that. to make this a little easier to understand...i would say your "darker side" is what im talking about. Darker does not mean evil really. I think everyone has another side to them that really comes out when emotions are surpressed. Like for me...my other side is one who really just doesn't care...its not all about jokes and laughter like me, it wants to outrage and burst out in a rampage. the est way to describe my other side is a combination of Kratos' intesity from god of war...along with the philosophical intensity of Morpheus from the Mtrix along with the dark rage of Dark Jak from jak and daxter maybe some cool colective ness of bruce lee... but now im just making my other side look really cool.

YOur all probably think im crazy now " this guy has another personality...he's nuts"
everyone has an alter ego...the one that they picture themselves...thier ideal mental projection.

You might not always personify your emotions as one being. they might come out individually. Rage might let loose and then your a machine unstoppable, saddness might take over and your the epidimy of emo...the cutting kind, happy ness might just overwhelm you and you start acting like some kids show mascot...barney perhaps? YOu just might have those days when one emotions rules over the rest of the body. whats really important is that your never give it full control. Since im emboding emotions...i would say each individual emotion can't think properly, rash, and unreasaonble...as i said they are there own person. Its imperitive that you never lose sight of who you are.

YOur main self, is who has control...you can't let the control loose to your combinde emotion persona, and you can't just give the controls to one specific emotion....why do you think we have emos and anger management jerks? Its important not to let Tyler Durden Win (HA Fight club reference...TAKE THAT JENNY AND KAMERIN!)

The solution to this emotional imbalence...its our job as the individual to take control and either defeat the unessecary emotions like fear and cowardice, and keep them in check. we also need to try and express your ideal self on a physical level...now if your other side is rambo and likes to kill people...i don't suggest you go and rip someones throat off. we need to take control of it grab it by the throat and take the things we need. take the strengthe that eludes you, take the courage that you fail to find, take the ability to stand up on your own when you lie face down in the dirt, take the rage and anger and turn it into something productive when you punch kids teeth out.

i guess thats it...i really have no idea why i went with this topic...maybe it is just me who's feelign conflicted. i feel like my inner self wants to just freaking go berserk. go God of War on every problem.Let the rage flow out and obliterate everyone.

but i don't...i know who i am... its my job to keep my chakra in check (naruto reference stupid i know)

Never lose sight of who you are...even when your emotions confilict with each other. mind of a jedi...(HA starwars reference!)

I guess this kinda has to do with the made interviews at school. MTV's MAde came to our school to do interveiws...i guess i reall wanted to be made into some one who knows no limits... a kickboxer/MMA fighter/ninja/God of War/ All around bad ass...but im not one to be a bad ass...one can be too bad ass.

Thanks for tolerating a very emotional Edition of Mind Implosion. sorry if it got too weird or something...just wanted to vent i guess... i had a point in there somewhere?

YOu know what next entry ill be more funny so i can get over my retarded state. Just gotta grow a depression beard and your emotions won't bother you.

Peace.

Speaking of god of war here is the tralier for the third installment...im so freakin excited! now if only i had money to get a PS3. *if you can't see the video in HD i recomend you go to youtube directly to watch it is is freaking amazing!

Scene opens up...its just you sitting at the computer, the glow of the screen on your face.

Then the screen goes blue and

YOUR MIND IMPLODES!

This is Mind Implosion

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So a little update for those who actually give a crap about my life and those around me. iv'e been sick for like a weekend...probably cause off all those freaking football game germs. yeah i blame mcDonalds. i got grounded, read a novel, etc.

so i go to school, and my body is ackey and everything is just sore and things start going wrong.

I spill crap on the shirt i was gonna wear so i find a new shirt, the bus is like an hour late, i was really tired, i fell down, failed two Econ test, pussed out on talking to this girl i like, and went a little nuts in 21st century math.

i obviously just got over being sick

Everything seems to go wrong after being sick..well...not all the time, the best thing is after your sick everything gets uuber good.

I was sick and it was jsut suck

Being sick is not fun. there are specific types of sick mind you and here comes another list thingy....you ready?

-Regular sick
your nothing special just sick, drinking fluids, bed rest the works. you have some sickness that is mildly bad but nothing too serious

-The faker
yeah kinda self explantatory... you not sick you just did something that convinced your parents that your sick allowing you to stay home and just slcak off all day. during the day oyu play games and do little side missions to keep your "sickness" up so your parents don't know.

-Uuber sick kid
your sick all the time and your either catching something or your getting over something. your mostly likely gonna know a bunch of crap aobut diseases and how they affect the body and you have mega allergies and you refuse to live you life. now these people either have all this in their head and think they are sick all the time, or they really are this really sick kid whose limbs are gonna fall off.

-The zombie
this person is really sick... im not even kidding they are so sick they should be going to a doctor. but they don't you know what they do? they go to school and they go out and they jsut spread the disease. they are lumbering around trying to live their life and do their normal scedule when their bodies obviously cannot. i saw this one kid one time, when i was a kid...He had freakin chicken pox! and he was playing around in a public playground...i know it is a free country but seriously doy ou really want to be the guy that started this freaking pandemic? that day i was super paranoid of the moneky bars and the swings...

-mildly sick peeps
these people are usually healthy all the time, but they jsut got unlucky and came dwn with something. their immun system could be really strong that al they really get will be like a stuffy nose and a light cough and some sneezing. theyw ill recovery in about three days maybe more maybe less depending on the person

-T-Virus victim
These people will lumber around and be like a zombie wandering the streets in search of human flesh, infecting any thing they come in contact with. as a result of the T-Virus they can withstand tons of damage and go for days with out any sustanence. there is no cure the only cure is elimination. a blunt truama or attack to the infectees brain, resulting in the destruction of the brain will stop them. the virus collects at the back of the brain. be cautious in disposal as all limbs and parts are infectious untill burnt.

So being sick is not fun and either way it wil;l take a toll on you. now some might say that when they get sick they get special treatment and they get to sleep in etc. thats all good, but may i remind you that you are battle a disease that is doing major harm to your body? any hamr that comes to your body, will need to be combatted and your body does not do that on autopilot...you need to help too. stay in bed drink fluids yatta yatta yatta.

this concludes another edition of Mind Implosion!

While you try clean up the brain juice that has leaked out of your head from the floor, i would like to thank everyone for reading and taking time to actually give a crap. you simpathy is greatly apreciated. come back on wednesday for another entry. hope you enjoy the new banner.

*This entry is gladly dedicated to Ms. Mallory (last name omitted so she wont gett stalked or you know...the other thing) she's sick right now and i wish her a speedy recovery. Be praying for you mallory Feel better soon!

WHERE"S MY STIMULUS CHECK!

yeah this is what it is like being sick and playing retro games all weekend...pay attention to 1:55 yeah thats the stuff

Once agian you come to your computer to read a blog entry in hopes to get your brains imploded!

Another edition of Mind Implosion coming your way

So let me tell you whats going on...life is slowly getting complicated and i owe it all to the female species...men were never meant to fully understand women and women are never meant to fully understand men. so im having girl troubles and life all of a sudden gets a little more hectic.

but thats not my topic so i won't bore you any further.

MIND IMPLOSION!

so i decide to tag along with my dad to attend a city council meeting. The discussion was revisiting the vote to remove the public transportation service to and from the metropolitan area. now this bus helps alot and brings people like my dad to work without having to spend so much freakin money on gas. plus if my dad takes the bus that means i get the car..so i don't have to take the crappy busses and have to deal with loud mouth sophmore juniors talk about retarded crap. they get so freakin loud sometimes it jsut really drives me to go and just pwn them repeatedly, with a SPOON!

so im at this meeting taking notes so i can get some points for my journalism class and be able to have a story to write. the meeting starts and its all professional and stuff. people came up to speak the works. i do remeber this one guy came up to talk...his name was mister Peace. all i remeber is that he had a cool African accent and i was all "this guys is cool"

So moving on..i start to look at the council members...and then i remember, one of the council members is the father of this weird mormon kid in sohpmore year. apparently he graduated as a sohpmore in high school and i think he is in college. i think he said it had to do with that his dad was a council member and they found some loophole...watever you want to go to colege as a high school sohpmore...let me tell you...your missing out on prom and graduating with your friends and most of all you missed out on your high school senior year.. Good job MORON! but the good part was that he had less schooling and less schooling sounds pretty good to me.

so then this guys starts opposing every comment and he is so close to voting no on the proposition. im like whispering to my dad

" if they all vote no i will freaking get up all calming and just rais my hands in up roar and yell ANARCHY! and rip my shirt open to reveal a painted on anarchy symbol magically on there, then i would proceed to flip tables and smash computers and punch each council member in the face."

just as a reminder i do not support anarchy as i beleive that it is a failed movement that will fail every time that it is every applied. the reason i cam up with this is because i was falling asleep and i was really tired.

SO in the end the council voted yes and we had the bus service for 6 more months. on e of the council members said that all the local transit companies should pay attention or else they would look like fools later.

at this point i thought that when he said this i would slowly get up and be all " council member...its just me..." and with a mexican accent be all " i use red scooter and i have a box...you get in the box...i take you to city...5 dollar." i was craking up inside.

SO after they voted yes everyone later was talking about

"Oh you just witnessed democracy happen."

really? i jsut saw some people try to convince a group of elders in vain to make there point the council voted yes out of pity. but i might be missing something"

so yeah i guess i did witness democracy just happened...so good for me.

but wat if the outcome came out bad...wat if the council voted no.

i thought about this and then i tell my dad

"if they had voted no..while everyone was all griping, i would get up in and abrupt up roar and yell ANARCHY!, rip my shirt and jump through the window and run into the night!"

my dad laughed...

"or even better i get up yell ANARCHY and i pull my shirt over my head and be all I AM CORNHOLIO! and then go beserk and flip tables and crush chairs and then jump out the window?"

My dad laughed a bit harder gving one of those old people out of breath laughs.

"Or even WAY better...i yell ANARCHY!, pull my shirt like Cornholio and then runn full force at the window and jump through it but...i don't break the glass? you just hear a thud and i get knocked out and everyone gasps?

At this point my dad was laughing histerically and i swear i saw a little laugh tear.

what ended the trip for me was that i met this lady that looked and sounded like the female version of cheech from cheech and chong. could of been his wife man.

So HOORAY! for democracy, i love it and it feels good to do watever you want in Amurica!
to an extent anyway...

so we learned that democracy is great and that Cornholio outbursts are hilarious, and Anarchy fails everytime...but it is fun to yell during a council meeting everytime you hear something unfavorable.

There you have it, your Mind Implosion for the day...i really think i should be doing this every other day...ill try to do one everyday but most likely i wont due to the amount of work i get in school

Have a wicked sweet time

BIRDMAN!

I AM CORNHOLIO!

Hello everyone...today was quite a good day...i was able to talk to someone new today...and my favorite podcast is back...WMR LIVES!

So today im eating lunch. its lunch time a time to relax.

And im like...this would make an awesome topic for a blog post.

so here we go the guide to lunch time

people you see and stuff that will keep you from being a loner.

first lets start with some minor rules and stuff to get your situated.

First rules of lunch room eticate

1. Try to find a table that is clean and close to the lunch lines, not too close then you'll just get a bunch of traffic from stupid pushy hungry fat people that NEED THERE PUDDING NOW!

2. Once you have obtained a table make sure that you claim this table. tables in the lunch room are like land... you need to claim your stake and just watch over thy table. the record for me is 79 days sitting at the same table until these nerdy girls with their RC cola jsut plopped down and sat at our table. it was a sad day. so claim your table and make sure you have representatives to claim the table in case you get to the lunch room a little late.

3. So you got your table, but the thing is you don't bring a lunch from home...this means you have to go and get up and go get in line to get food. what you need now are trust worthy people to "seat check" its like insurance for your seat, this person insures that no new comer will just barg in and steal your seat like a D**che. the worst thing is to come back and have some gugalo take your seat or some rude chick who never sits at our table just come in and be in your seat and your crap is just thrown everywhere on the dirty counter.

4. last thing is you want to make sure you protect your land. make sure that only those approved to sit at your table are closest to you unless you want to end up sitting next to some intruder who constantly asks if you are gonna eat your fries. you can't really force people out of the table but you can pretty much ignore and move closer to your brain trust of friends to avoid the mooch or intruder.

SO you have gained a table and are able to protect and maintain a close knit of people withen the table. So what about the journey to get lunch?
so you have three options. you either brought lunch form home, are gonna get food from the lunch cart, or get food in the lunch line.

5. when obtaining lunch from the lunch cart be sure to get ther EARLY! the lunch cart lines will fill up fast. this is becasue the lunch cart supplies food that is quick and more favaroable to the young people. this includes canned drinks and spicy popcorn chicken and spicy chicken sandwhichs which are good. prices are decent but the line will fill up. i suggest if you cant get there early to try and fuze within a friend who is in line and back cut them in a seamless and sneaky way. making sure not to anger or rile anyone up then a brawl is iminate.

6. when obtaining lunch from the lunch line which, has government issue food, be sure to go find the lunch lady that is the nicest. this will give you quick access plus the lady won't be a jerk when your mom forgets to put money in your account or when the school is just too slow to process the money. she will usually just smile and have faith in you that you will bring the money the next day. if you do bring the money the next day, then bonus points for you.

7. within the lunch line you must be sure to tread lightly and quickly. make sure you have a bubble of space to call your own and make sure you don't rub elbows with anyone, this will result in conflict half the time and usually an angry black kid will start freakin out at you becasue you got food on his shirt...when in fact you haven't even gotten any food yet. jerk

8. when selecting and entree make sure your choice looks edible. if it looks like your gonna be in a hospital room getting your stomach pumped or have diahrea for a week DON'T GET IT! just play it safe and get the most appetizing thing there. (this is subjective for poeple find different things appetizing)

So we have our food and stuff...now to reveiw the people you might see around the lunch room

-The Mooch/gugalo
this guy is usually gonna situate himself at your table almost everyday. the only thing he does is watch each person come back from getting food and ask, "can i have some?" or " Are you gonna eat that?" this will get annoying after like the bagillionth time and you just want him to go away. whats even worse is that this person will most likely be oblivious to the emotions of the people around the table. try to vote him off the island as soon as possible.

-Intruder
this person is the one that will jsut pop up and be in your seat when you come back. you never seen them and they just decide to sit there. now, that is ok for like a couple times...but usually they will sit there everyday and half the time steal your seat and have no respect for the seat check. most of the time they will be there flirting with one of your lunch table trustees...even when she has a boyfriend.

-Your lunch table trustees
these are your knights of the round table...only no one is King Arthur. these people will check your seat and be willing to host mini lunch pot lucks when food is plentyfull. these are most likely your good friends and won't be jerks.

-The black squad
there will most likely be jsut a huge crowd of black/minority people at one table and will start making a ruckus. what is really weird is that usually they will be at the table directly behind or in front of you. either that or they can get so rowdy that you hear them across the lunch room. if your lucky you get some cool black/minority people tables that won't ruin your lunch expereince...and won't start fights becasue one guy did not want to join this other guys dance crew.

-Moochy Maginskee
this person will most likely not be a gugalo they will mainly mooch food unlike the gugalo mooch in which mooches food and money. you might not see much difference but trust me there is... ive seen a moochy macginskee sink so low as to ask if she could mooch your air.

-Quiet reader/quiet people in general (cool)
these people will most likely just eat and read and are really cool. they will engage in conversations and won't be a jerk. the uncool ones are just there and will be the loner and will most likely be reading twilight *BLAH!*

-Weird anime d-bags.
these people are the anime obsessed and will most likely be talking about stupid crap most likey yoai *double BLAH!* and will start showing poorly draw versions of anime characters.they will most likely be wearing retarded anime parafanalia, ripped or faded. these people jsut annoy the crap out of you...so they are mostly harmless.

is that everyone??? if i missed anyone let me know in the comments box if your a member or on my myspace if your my frined...im not quite ready to make my myspace public becasue well..who really cares?

so that concludes this edition of Mind Implosion. thanks for reading and come back tomorrow for a new edition...where the topic will be unkown and be changed a couple of times.
laterz

WHEN FOOD ATTACKS! lunch would be so much better with food to defend your table, can you say illegal food fighting?

So i wasn't able to do a post the other day i had so much stuff to do. i went to get my gradutation things purcahsed etc. and now there is a game today. i dont really care about that but what ever... so apparently i am gonna get "hooked up" so we will see how that works out and stuff.

so we all know what today is

three years ago a bunch of extremist arabs hijacked a plane and destroyed the twin towers in New York killing a butt load of people.

we never forget..you know the works.

now on this day of rememberance...what do we do?

now let me tell you personally what happend today.
NO one really talked about it. I actually had to remind some people that today was 9/11
NOw im thinking some people will say that it is jsut another day. and these people are totally wrong. a tragic event happened on American Soil...stuff like that doesn't happen everyday. So i acutally suggest that we get today off from school in order to mourn properly.

but like that is gonna happen...to many holidays in between. labor day thn 9/11 day??? yeah that wouldn't work

my sencierest condolencess to the ones who actually loss anyone to that horrible incident.

we all remeber what we did on that day...as with every tragedy that happens we all member what we were doing at that time...

so my personal story of what i did on 9/11 on that fateful monumental morning.

i had stayed home from school cause i was sick or something...then the news jsut starts blaring and freakin Terrorist etc....

i had no idea what was going on..then it sunk in. i was like holy crap...WHY?

then my mom starts to have a mini freak out cause my dad needs to go through the twin towers to get to work. Thats when i freak out too.

luckly my dad was able to get to a safe distance when all the things unfolded. when he got home his shoes were really dusty and he had his handkerchief around his mouth.

apparently he was late for work, so he was barely entering the twin towers building when he felt like a shake and smelled gasoline...he immdiately ran outside and saw the second plane form the side of the building...he just booked after that..he ran until it was safe and then proceded to find a pay phone to contact us. he siad that the streets were very hectic and that sirens were balring more loudly than usual.

that day alot of people died.

no questions asked.

what really annoys me are those people who start making up conspiracy theories about that we could have prevented all this etc.
seriously do me a favor and just STFU. those people still died and we can't change the out come by jsut making speculations and theories. all that is, is looking for a scapegoat

maybe one day conspiracy theorist will be considered smart.

so to pay my respects today i planned on praying at the flag pole. the problem was my school doesn't have one. well theres one on the football feild but i can't be there in the morning,one in the fornt of the school but that is off campus,and one in campus with no flag on it. so instead i just silently prayed for the lives of everyone here for the ones who have the privage of bbeing alive today and i prayed for the ones who did lose their lives today that they might find peace.

i suggest you go pay your respects too, its our duty, as americans.(if you don't your probably commie or a terrorist or you jsut don't mourn over public losses) so go pray or visit ground zero. light a candle have a moment of silence or something. but i rarely think that wearing red white and blue are gonna pay tribute to those people...sounds like pay tribute to america...which is ok but the focus should be on those lost on this day.

so give thanks that you still have the gift of breath and pay tribute.

God bless.

thanks for reading...next topic...idk

i really don't think a video will be very apropriate right now...we already saw it happen and we are probably gonna see it a bunch of times from the insensitive news channels. so...no video

Hello everyone and welcome to another entry of Mind Numbing Elixer...does that name sound good i was gonna go with Mind distortion but that name is used for a web sight but i like it. maybe something else would be better...wait i got it...The Mind Implosion! yep thats good so this is another entry of Mind Implosion

i wasn't able to go to school today due to some troubling pain in my shoulders and sides. i honestly could not move when i woke up this morning. so i stayed home...sue me its only one day. but i hold true to my one entry per day.

so here we go

100% Enviormentally friendly

Mind Implosion's view on The Enviorment

If you've seen the news at all latly, you've noticed that people have particularly been paying attention to our enviorment and striving for more eco friendly processes.

with the release of Gore's inconvient truth and all the global warming hype going around your probably saying "i should go right now and SAVE THE PLANET!"

first off i would like to say "hold your horses Captain Planet"

The earth does not need "saving" at what point did people decide that it did need saving? Was it ever in trouble?

My answer is no, it's not in need of saving...

i owuld say that the world does not need saving due to the fact that i beleive that the earth was created to be self sustaining...the earth has a purpose and no amount of global warming and pollution will kill it until it's purpose is carried out.

this by no means you should start shoot garbage into our o-zone and start pollution like crazy and start driving huge cars around town.

i do admit that the earth is pourly taken care of thats the main point here. we were given sole dominion over the earth. it is our job to take care of it and treat it as one of our greatest possesions. we need to monitor and take care of it. The difference with trying to save the earth and taking care of it are tha actions taking for each situation.

when you say you wanna save the earth you start doing extreme things that you beleive will start saving the planet.

for instance, not driving to work when your commute is like 2 hours away, not using grooming products, using wood fires to heat your home, and cutting off any luzury that you think is "destroying the earth"

it also does not help when you go off ranting about how Global warming is getting so out of and that it is all our fault and you just start freaking out and foam at the mouth and end up marrying a tree.

this would be considered a global warming extremist.
Listen people the global warming is not gonna kill the earth anytime soon unless it is our time then it would not be the global warming's fualt why we all died it owuld just be our time.plus it is not our fault that global warming is happening. global warming just happens but it doesn't help that we are kinda accelerating it a bit.

the thing is you need to think reasonably and always...well think!

some good ideas to be eco friendly and not be an extremist would be

-taking shorter showers
-sav electricity
-get a fuel efficient car
-be kind to the enviorment and pick up around yourself
-dont waste resources
-RECYCLE!
-think organic but don't get too extreme

The thing is that if what extremist want is that we abondon all forms of producing that harm the enviorment and revert to more simpler and sort of primal wasy of living to "save" the planet

the fact of the matter is that we can't just stop the proccess of madernazation. we are constantly evolving and discovering new things. we need to be able to incorporate the acceleration of technology and be eco friendly at the same time.

now i may not know alot about what is going on with this whole debate...i only know what iv'e heard and by what ive discovered as well as what i beleive. im jsut stating this for the sole purpose of stating some sense and trying to find some outrageousness withen the topic. its up to you to make your own assumptions about global warming and wheter theearth needs "saving" or not

but what we really need is

CAPTAIN PLANET!
if he was real then everything would be solved and the earth will be fine. plus we can have a bunch of teenagers with magical rings able to produce fire wind water earth and Heart?

i never really understood the heart guy...he was pretty much useless when they were in a tough and compromising situation.

i mean do you really need to figure out the feelings of the situation to figure out that the building is on fire and that there is a bomb in the basement that wil bring the entire building crumbling down?

COMEON!

so since captain lpanet isn't real...we'll just have to take steps to helps rejuvinate the earth.

i think people should say we are rejuvinating the earth other than saving it...we are trying to bring it into a more healthy state not save it from imminate danger.

well thats the end of a very controversial topic and i hope i did not offend people too much.

come back tomorrow for another entry of Mind Implosion

tomorrow's topic...well i don't know guess im playing it by ear

don't forget to check out any entries you might of missed, not to mention to check back to the birthday entry..i edited some content i mistakenly forgot to mention. go check it out

Thanks for REading!

CAPTAIN PLANET! The Power is Yours!

and the outro...don't you feel special two videos in one entry...well i feel extra genrerous today :)